The Fuss

I saw you once
and I’ve loved you since
you’ve got to trust
I’m being honest

some day time will leave you
some day you’ll pass on
but I will always keep you
long after your gone

I’ll stare at the sky
to guess which cloud you live on
wondering how you pass the time
in your own shroud of heaven

I wanted to love you
everything was for your best
now I want to build a tomb
and lay your ghost to rest

all I want is to be with you
and you to be with me
but all the words you never spoke
ensure it cannot be

and so you say, “let’s just be friends”
and to this goal I resign
until I drown in the deep-end
of your pool of lies

you might call me morbid
you may call me insane
to wish that you had died instead
to validate my pain

I will love you forever
thirst for you in drought
but I’ll try to find some comfort
knowing you’re better off without